But here's where I'm at now: I realized that Crystallized Vibes are a frequency that I resonate with which broadcasts throughout the universe in a sort of "reality tunnel" type consciousness. I resonate with it very strongly, and in aligning with and anchoring this energy in myself, I further progress on my path of Ascension. In this present time I am able to uplift myself by meditating on the Crystallized Vibrations.
We're all like these galactic antennas, and we have the ability to tune into whatever frequency or operating system we want. These vibrations that we tune into, and essentially broadcast to the world, are a huge part of our lives. To what extent, I do not know, but I do know that when we become conscious of it things get very tricky, and we therefore have to use great discernment and philosophy to tune ourselves. Seeing as how we are always unconsciously tuning into some sort of reality, I feel that it makes A LOT OF SENSE to tune into the perspective that best suits ourselves.
So ya, we tune, things change, we re-tune, problems arise, we re-tune again. It's like meditating in every second of the day. I'm really working hard on this right now. I don't always do this (and this I need to improve), but I am able to see every thought that arises as a bubble. Be it negative or positive, when it comes into 4th dimensional (mental) existence, my mind chases it like my dog chases after a ball. It's shiny and fun and bouncy, and I wanna catch that shit... and sometimes I get obsessed and it totally drains me. This lessons is still somewhat in effect, and it has taken a long time to even get to this point.
In the mental realm, 4th dimension and beyond, these little bubbles can grow to epic proportions and really CHANGE YOUR LIFE. Negative thoughts will FUCK WITH YOUR LIFE, while positive thoughts will BLISSFULLY ADD ENJOYMENT TO YOUR LIFE. I don't know why I caps'd that, I guess I think it's really important, and possible my main point of this entry.
These bubbles can consume your mental energy. Let me rephrase: Your thoughts can CONSUME your mental energy. Let me rephrase again: The emphasis you put on your thoughts drains energy from yourself; You drain energy from yourself by focusing on types of thoughts. I can get totally caught up in a negative thought loop in my head, and blah-blah-blah, 2 or 3 hours later i'm in the exact same spot with no recollection of what happened other then I was bullshitting to myself and loosing vital energy that my body needs. No bueno.
Or I can focus on love, positive vibes, Crystallized Vibes (those sweet ocean waves that I can surf which gracefully glide me to where I want to go) and in that same few hours I can be charging my body with positive, uplifting energy. It seems like the obvious choice, right? When you see it this way, sometimes it is so hard to take your focus away from the negative. But it's totally possible, and i'm proving it to myself again and again, every single day.
At this stage of my evolution, my inner voice tells me to begin to record this transformation and my thoughts in a positive manner with this blog. My consciousness has come to a point of acceptance of myself and my thoughts, albeit not complete. I want amazing health, I want my dreams to come to life, and I want to actualize and activate all of my latent potential to be the spark of divinity that I know I am.
I'm tracking my Ascension. I've been seeking for so long, and this is part of the next step. I'm watching my consciousness evolve, and I'm watching my dreams come into fruition. I'm a dualistic mystic, transcending the dualistic illusion. I'm harmonizing the inner reality with the outer reality, trying to see the system, and hacking into it to gain knowledge. I'm going to the next dimension, always... no matter how long i've been stuck in the current one. I've been walking this path for a long time, going through many changes, some drastic, some not, and passing many forks in the road, and getting stuck MANY times. Getting stuck happens, but I always seem to get out.
So that's what's up... Stay Tuned
